Sunday, April 20, 2014


Happy Easter every one.

Sunday, May 26, 2013

After this my chest will feel better.

Well I'm back for a min or two. I have a few things I need to  get off my chest. 

# 1 my ex wife.
# 2 my last time explaining my self.
# 3  what will happen from here

I'm not mad I'm not upset at my ex wife I'm not mad at anyone. I'm tired of lies 1/2 truths and my ex wife's husband telling her when she can have the kids how long she can talk to me ect... That may be a lie but it was what was explained to me. When you say you are going to do something do it don't act like you don't know what is going on and then be like what I just sent them a note with out telling me and you said you would. I am sick of her acting like she forgot to get the kids or tell me she will come get them and then she comes up with a weak excuse for why she can't get the kids. I'm sick of her saying that she want to see the kids then does not for 3 or more weeks. This is a short list of why I'm doing what I am doing.

Yes I have blocked all communication from my ex wife. I have done it because of the reasons up above  I also have to think of my kids safety she has tried killing her self and she has abused my younges and one more of her kids. I'm doing this not because I'm mad or upset I have sat and thought about this for many hrs over time and in the last few months.

I'm giving my ex wife some time to get stable on her meds and for her to heal before she sees the kids again I'm also making sure that she does not see the at a different family members house because she decided to come unannounced and something bad happens. In the past this has happened and I'm marketing sure it does not happen again. This has noting to do with child support or any thing else.take it for what you want Kathy or any one else on my ex wife's side of the family. 

Wednesday, October 10, 2012


Wow it has been a long time since I have been here. I wonder when my last post was?  2/17/2010 was the last time I blogged. Wow over 2 years almost 3 how time flys. I will be keeping this blog more up to date now lol.

I am adding pics of the kids and I.

Wednesday, February 17, 2010


here is a quick update for the kids. Zander is doing good in school and like school. Zaden is running around playing and being a good boy most of the time. Here is pics of the kids.

Sunday, January 10, 2010

the kids seeing my dad and grandpants on my dads side

I shot the pics with my old shitty camera. i can't find my new one.

Friday, January 1, 2010

New Year


Well 2009 went kind of slow for me. Some days went by slow as hell the night a sleep in jail was weird for me it went fast but slow at the same time. some time in 2009 i stopped going to court tell the Sept or the end of Oct I went to court 3 times and all charges where dropped on me. I'm trying to remember what happened in the 2009 I started Collage in Jan of 2009 and I have been going ever since. I will not blast the school here or even say what one we will just say after I'm done with my AOS I will be going to a different Collage for my BS. Zander and Zaden are going so much it has been fun seeing the changes with the boys. Zander started preschool in 2009 he is loving it he was mad because he did not get to go to school for 2 weeks because of Christmas break.

The boys and I are looking forward to see what happens in 2010!!! i have mad no new years resolutions this year. Since they did not happen last year I'm not going to do them this year. I will try this much to have a good year and to try to say out of jail, Court I do not want to see a court or jail for a long time years. I want to wish every one a happy new year and prosperous new year I MEAN THIS. If you want to call BS on it please feel fee too I will yell at you for calling BS. I Would like to make sure I make a point about a few people my Grandpa and grandma Holt, My mom, My Dad, Katie Ratto, Nate Ratto, My grandparents and my parents for helping me threw every thing good and bad that has happened in the last 3 years the end of my Marriage and the after math of it. The reason why i Put my X-Wife and her new husband in this list is because I wanted to make sure they knew I mean them to LOL.

May This new year bring nothing but happiness and prosperous to every one.

Curtis, Zander, Zaden Carter

Monday, December 28, 2009